3rd of june .. happy anniversary to someone else .

Few years ago .. a man given a lady a green pen on the 2nd of Feb and on the early morning of 3rd Feb (around 1am plus) . The man asked the lady to become his girlfriend and from there onward , their story began . The man was so happy till he cant slp until the next morning both of them go sch together ..

Just few minutes ago , ah ber asked me .." where bibi ?" u ran into my room , climb onto to my bed and keep on asking bibi leh ? and keep looking for foody ..

hai .. my tears just rolled dwn the cheek just like this .

looking at my old nokia 6510 , i saw the msg that she msged me .. one of her earlier msg written this way "veri worried abt u leh.. can oso say dizzy..Cuz hard to check.. or miagrain. " sent 08.23.19am 07/may/07 . that day i'm not feeling well and i need to report to camp .




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by leaving everyone is unfair to them ? so is it fair for me to leave young? yes they may suffer but now i'm suffering not them ..

after i leave ? do u think they will suffer everyday ? 365 day ? everyday miss me ? or regret for not able to save me . I cant control all these as everyone got to go one day ..

yes i may push her too much but why dun u ask life dun push me ? i did told her that i wan her to be happy , i dont wan her to force herself but why she once n once again giving empty promises... i dont mind left this world with worry or wat ..

today i'm right here typing , i had make it until here .. do u guy think i didnt try to live strong or live on . i did that why i'm here typing ..

jeff told that my mind is not here i guess i got to admit bcos i left it wif other .. the worry i cant put down. . it not easy to put down .

she told them she wanted to move on , yes i cant let her off yet . let's say u left 1 week , will u trying to giv wat u can giv to ur fren ur love one and ur family ? no doubt in it .. the ans will be yes..

there so much thing inbetween me n sherry , that no one else will understand except us . i choose to the be one letting off everything !

明知留不住 更不想结束

努力记住你此刻的眉目

记住这拥抱的温度

对抗快来临的孤独

为什么幸福它总是仓促

不在乎付出 因为我在乎

但让你哭我就无可宽恕

年轻的我们太低估

世界该有的冷酷

再多的爱 也没帮助

My Finally

一刻也是永恒 Finally

我最终的恋人别哭泣

you're the only one eternally

我的心从不曾离开你

永远的

当我想起你

会得到

爱的力气

我要退出 也为你祝福

别为我哭 我会嫁给无助

年轻的我们太低

估世界该有的冷酷

太多的爱 也没帮助

My Finally

一刻也是永恒 Finally

我最终的恋人别哭泣

you're the only one eternally

我的心从不曾离开你

永远的

当我想起你 会得到

爱的力气

忘记一步一切就荒芜

希望爱forever

My Finally

一刻也是永恒 Finally

我最终的恋人别哭泣

you're the only one eternally

我的心从不曾离开你

永远的

当我想起你

会得到

爱的力气！

life ended .. the end

good nite sweet dream !



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saying thing is easiler than doing it ...
how many people can just leave their past or forget it that easily ?
and how many people can just conquer their fear that crafted in their brain n heart?
doubt no one can do it ..
it's only take time ... to really let people to forget or put dwn ...
trust need time to build up .. (apply to frenship or relationship even in ur work area)

anyway nice riding on 7/3/09 .. thx guy .. looking forward for next ride provided i can make it..
oh.. thx nel for fixing my rear wheel and teaching me hw to play around with the snail ..





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hope baby will hav good result this time..

... today i went to see chi doc for my shoulder and wrist .. wow wow .. spent total of 58 .. and leave the shop wif alot of blue black ... ahha ..thx to the " ba gua" ...

recently nthing much happen to my life ... meet baby .. stay at hm .. go out eat and go to wrk ... most of the time spent were wif baby ... guess i neg my fren but .. i guess she need me more than my fren ..

aleast all my fren got program or wat but to her .. she currently dun dare to go out .. due to the pocket empty .. and with my little support of cash.. it doesnt lasts her long ..dont even need to mention the red packet she received .... i knw she having a hard time .. but i dun mind bearing wif her .. = ) we enjoyed playing board game at hm ... or even some gambling of mahjong ..
life maybe poor now but i guess we spent more quaity time together nowsaday..


A MAN WITHOUT DREAM HAVE NO DIFFERENT WITH A DEAD MAN



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